Happy belated birthdays..LOL~~

and this is how me n my frens celebrated our birthdays..yeah..it's not a typo..since we're actually celebrating for 4 birthdays.LOL!!it has been a really long time since we met.Well, all of us were really busy with works and assignments.Aishh~~~

We just meet up & hanging out, talking about our exciting boring life..haha~ We spent almost 6 hours at Berjaya Times Square!!Hanging out at Wendy's for almost 2 hours I think and the rest of the time we just window-shopping around the mall. XD

We're actually planned to get into the Cosmoworld >> the indoor theme park at Times Square but coz of time constraint, we didn't. So we just took photos around that area since it was so beautiful there.

Camwhoring time..LOL~~


^^LOL~ Paparazzi wannabe!


^^ Didn't realise there were 3 couples wearing the same colour.Haha~


^^ The Bengongs..LOL~

Nobody Nobody~~

first of all, i just wanna say sorry to Eyda for not updating any pics from Singapore, last week..Yeah,i know i was supposed to,but i had to finish my assignment first..lol!did i mentioned i'm alone at home,rite know?well,with my bro actually..he's still sleeping at his room and it's 1:40 pm rite now!!Can you believe it??well,my other family members are at my grandma's house since today's a holiday..

next, i wanna wish my two friends that i've been friends with since primary school, Angela & Nurul Liyana (you know who you are!), who celebrate their birthdays yesterday!!HAPPY 23rd BIRTHDAY, GIRLS!!and to those who are wondering whether or not they're a twins,NO,THEY'RE NOT TWINS!just two people happened to have the same birthdate.LOL!

reading comment dropped by Eyda at the chatbox,i saw that she just saw the TOOBIN fanvid that i made last year.Could u believe it?She's my friend and she just knew it this year? *DUSH!!**smacks Eyda's head*

well,i made another one last December but there's not only TOOBIN but DAEEUN too!!some people requested for other WonderBang pairings vids too especially RIMI but i haven't had any inspiration to do it,yet..yeah,i maybe sounded too corny but it's the truth..i need the "SONG" to fit them..and here's the TOOBIN & DAEEUN fanvid that i made last December..the song was NOBODY - EAST of EDEN LOVECITY MID-TEMPO REMIX sang by a Korean WOnderful..sorry i dunno their names..and ENJOY the vid!!



To watch it in HD, go here >> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KujipP8tmJk


WonderBang pairings
*TOOBIN - TOP & Yoobin
*DAEEUN - Daesung & Yeeun
*RIMI - Seungri & Sunmi
*G-YE - GDragon(Jiyong) & Sunye
*TAEHEE - Taeyang(Yongbae) & Sohee
*HEEDRAGON - GDragon & Sohee
*SUNTAE - Taeyang & Sunye

A Confession?

I dunno why but somehow I feel like I wanna confess something here..


Today is my birthday..Although a lot of my friends wished me but I dunno why I felt alone. Maybe because I'm a hypocrite..I hide a lot of things from them and sometimes I felt like I don't belong to them. They mostly dunno anything about me. No one knew that I'm a very sensitive person but somehow I managed to cover it up. I can easily shed my tears even when I'm watching a drama. No one knew that except for my family. I pretended to be cheerful and smile when they made jokes or poke fun at me. They thought that I am "feeling-less" or the relax one or the "slumber" one. But deep in my heart I knew that I have more feelings than that. I tend to make stupid jokes and they laughed. Sometimes I wonder if they are really care about me. I am a particular girl and I tend to be very detailed. It bothers me when people say something that is wrong or not true. I love art but no one knew that. Well, maybe only very few knew this. They think that I didn't have any teddy bears or plush toys. I still remember one of them said, "Takkan la katil Bell banyak teddy bear".I juz smiled when I heard that. Little that they know, I have a lot of them..From big to small..Maybe because they only saw my bed at college.I love kawaii stuff.

Sometime they tend not to SMS or call me simply because I didn't use the same telco as them..Too expensive laa..Waste our creditlaa..I felt really hurt when they say that. It is also hurtful when they came to u only to pinjam credit.It's like they only SMS me when they have to, not because juz for "saje-saje". WELL,for your information I USE CELCOM because they have more coverage!! What is the use of having so much Credit but in the end you can't use it because you are out of coverage. I dunno why I am very emotional today. No one knew that I'm also a "hot-tempered" and "hard-headed" girl but somehow I managed to control them..Maybe I learnt to control it during my high school years coz of an incident. From that day I tried to control my anger,sensitiveness and all the bad stuff in me. And somehow I managed to control them.

Does it bother you when people tend to critic themselves negatively? Well, I do. I hate them when they say "I'm too fat", "I'm too dark", "I did my exam badly" or even "My tudung is horrible"..It's okay when you say them jokingly or sometimes. But when I always heard that, it's making me annoyed and I hate that. Don't they know that when they said that, a lot of people are suffering more than them? It's not like you are the fattest girl in the world or have the darkest skin in the world! You guys should love yourself more! When I still in school, my self esteem is very low. Well, I'm not the cleverest in school, have many pimples,not pretty nor popular! BUt when I came into university, I said to myself that I will not care what anybody will say at me..I'll juz live my simple life my way..Not to terikut2 other people or stressed myself with "why i'm not as pretty as others" or "why i'm not as clever as others" or "why don't i have a boyfriend" anymore. I juz don't give a damn. But lately when some people said them, it made me feel very very annoyed coz it reminds me of my old self and I really hate it!Please juz stop,ok.I've had it!

Sometimes, I also felt like they are not listening well enough or sometimes ignoring me which made me really insulted(maybe it was juz my feeling.UNSTABLE!). I know I am a playful girl and sometimes i poke fun at you guys too but you should tell me if the joke went too far.I hated myself if I hurt any people with my jokes.It's true.And I also hate it when you guys sometimes play with my name like "Belly". I know you juz add "Y" to my nickname:BELL but it really bothers me. IT sounded like "belly" or in other word "stomach". I felt like it is insulting coz it's kinda like referring to my belly.I know my belly it's not flat like some people but...i juz simply hate it. And before I forget, I don't like being pushed nor have to agree to any opinion not made by myself..

Maybe some of them knew that I like to photograph,take pictures..but some juz didn't understand my photo's..saying like it's membazir or not worth it,it's better to photograph their faces..well,it's my passion and I bloody hate it when someone tell me it's not worth it.If only I had money to buy a cool DSLR camera,I'll make this passion of mine into the next level. Some people juz don't get it. The same goes with the keyboard, I want to make cool music but I juz didn't have the money to buy it.I juz don't want to make it as a burden to my dad.

Well, I'm not here to condemn my friends but juz to confess some stuff that really bothered me. I know all of you are really good people and everyone is not perfect including me..I juz wish that you guys should learn me better.Sorry for any misunderstands or any harsh words I said.



i hate today...

The first post of 2008!!

I hope it's not too late to wish all of you a very happy new year coz I've been too busy with my Uni's life as it's my final year..huhu..sorry guys!!

Actually I wanted to update this bloggie of mine last week but been kinda busy again..well,last week my family and I celebrated my sis' 14th birthday at Victory Restaurant(again!) at Subang coz my dad suddenly wanted to eat Singaporea's Sup Tulang Merah..ahaks..We also went to Secret Recipe near our house to buy my sis' birthday cake..

Hmm...my grandma also was discharged from the hospital last week..she was really bored to stay at the hospital coz of the lousy food..erghh..She's now at my aunt's house at Rawang and she'll be having her operation this 21st Jan..get well soon grannie!

Well,today received a comment from Lydia Teh(the author of Honk!If You're Malaysian),jokingly asking me why I didn't buy her book..ahaks!!For your information,I've already bought the book together with Nicholas Sparks' Dear John last December..They were my first books that I ordered online..it was my first online transaction!yeay!!


Aiyaa..gotta go now..got some assignment to do..sayonara! : )

Ebi Kornelis' Birtthday Bash @ Izzi, Bukit Bintang

Last Saturday was the celebration of Ebi Kornelis' 24th Birthday which was held by Ebi FC at Izzi Restaurant,Bukit Bintang..The theme for that day was "Yellow"..ahaks!For those who don't know ,they used Yellow simply because it's Ebi's favourite colour!huhu..it's really hard to find yellow clothes, you know!!The event started at 2.30 pm I think..I didn't even look at my watch!haha..

On the way there, I met Kak Daa yg cute at the monorail and also a few others..we dressed up in yellow and I was hoping that nobody noticed us!haha..I don't want they to think that we're promoting DIGI!!ahaks!We were greeted by the Kak Gie, Inspire and her sis: Yasmin, Idril, Rubi and also Cutepiekiss(their forum name..ahaks!)..There are also some reporters and a few members of Mila's FC : Da Vom that joined the party..Nikki also joined us after the party..Each of us was given a cute cuppycake with "EBI" on it..really delicious!!The surprise for Ebi was his parents who came all the way from Sabah!He was really shocked and surprised!haaha! I really thought that Mila will be surprising him..guess I was wrong..huhu..Here are some of the pics taken by Kak Daa, Rubi,Emma,Idril and me..

~ Cuppycake for everybody ~

~ Ebi's Birthday Cake ~

~ The Birthday Boy with his parents ~

~ Me and Rubi ~

~ With Nikki ~


~ Ebi tengah merepek ape ntah ~

~ Groupies?? ~

~ Ebi and fans ~

~ Ebi featuring Lolly..hehe ~

~ Gadis2 Penjaga Kaunter..kuikuikui ~

~ Ebi duet with talented Faizal ~


~ Ebi and Nikki ~

Celebrate good time c'mon!!

Oh my..i juz turned 21 last Friday(30th March)...

30th March 2007
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Celebrated my birthday & Ain's/Hang-out wif the PBSM(Persatuan Balik Setiap Minggu) members..This was Bihah's idea laa..saje2 hang-out and kinda celebrate the birthdays.. i thought only 4 of us ; Bihah,Ain,Husni and me..but Husni couldn't make it cos something came up.. last2 sampai ade 6 orang yg join kaedahnye..Bihah,Ain,Tika,Aireen,Linda and me..
Wait!!I forgot to tell you where we celebrated it>> at KL Sentral's McDonald's..why there?bcos all of them were from UKM but me..I'm from home cos I'd no class on Friday..so boleh balik umah on thursday laa..there were a lot of peeps laa at that time..lebih kurang pukul 1.00 pm I reached KL Sentral..time orang lunch..huhu..kitorng pon skodeng la tempat2 kosong at McD tu..punye la lame waiting for the group of chinese peeps beredar from their tables..they've been there for like 1 hour lebih!!Motif kitorang tunggu for the meja??there were 4 tables there..huhu..senang la nak berborak bagai..memang kecoh laa..order makanan bukan main banyak lagi..smpai senak2 perut..hahaha..mane x senak..time makan sambil borak,ketawa bagai..adehh..ade orang tu sampai umah je trus muntah..sape la manusia yg muntah ni(spoiler: budak paling tinggi dlm grup ni..hehe)..
After that, I went to the Times Square to survey some things..survey punye survey I bought a pair of sandals..cos the harga really berbaloi..then I bought a "Caramel Frappucino" at Starbucks..really creamy!!I lurveeeeeeeee IT!!!


31th March 2007
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The next day..Well..it's not exactly my birthday..but my ex-schoolmates wanna blanje Ayeshah and me >>Burger King..best ooowhh..it's been a long time since I eat Burger King..asyik makan at McD kaedahnye..sbb ade free coupons..haha..Fatin and Basariah blanje us makan at Burger King, Masjid Jamek cos they wanted to celebrate Ayeshah's and my birthday..baik hati betul diorang ni..macam baru dapat gaji plak..huhu..sian Fatin..came all the way from UKM cos she had classes on Friday..so she decided to come home on Saturday laa..Basa lak came from home..kat Selayang..Ayeshah and me came together laa dengan lrt..Juz like Friday..all of us too makan2 banyak2 sampai senak..heheh..makan sket,gelak sket,borak2,buat lawak..memang la sampai senak perut tu!wakakaka..
The plan for that day only involved eating at Burger King..but then Ayeshah,Basa and me pujuk Fatin to join us to go to Times Square..saje nak shopping kasut..and cuci2 mata..hehe..last2 Fatin join gak..hehe..Ayeshah's the one who wanted to buy shoes/sandals but in the end,Fatin and me yg dapat beli shoes..muahahhah..sian Ayeshah..dah dapat kasut yg berkenan..but there're not in her size..pity her..huhu..penat gak laa round2 at Times Square..dari bawah,naik atas,turun balik..adehh..I managed to grab a gift for my cousin -> Areen(also lahir on the 30th of March).I bought Ayeshah a handphone case for her birthday and she gave me a necklace..Fatin gave me a t-shirt(i added some of my money cos she said RM5 jek..haha)..yelaa..she already blanje makan..hehe..Basa lak gave Ayeshah and me some berbulu key-chain which was really cute..ade loceng lagi..heheh..

1st April 2007
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April Fools' Day!hehe..this year I'm not fooling anybody..juz wanna be nice..huhu..POYO!!
That morning my family and me went to the Karnival Pendidikan at PWTC laa cos my brother juz got his SPM result..well,the reason I ikut : juz wanna get some goodies..hahha..and also my dad wanna blanje makan at Kenny Roger's Roasters..dah lame x makan kat situ taw..this year punye Karnival Pendidikan cam buhsan jek cos the number of booths were so little laa..my mom,sis and me managed to get some goodie bags..haha..best taw kumpul2 goodie bags ni..After that we went to The Mall(juz next to the PWTC to have our lunch..makan kat Kenny Roger's Roasters..best la gak..I had the Lamb Chop while my family had the Chicken Meals..last2 banyak x abes cos byk sangat side orders..huhu..ape lagi..tapau ar..I also bought the Starbucks's "Caramel Frappucino" which I lurveeeeeeeee really much..although kinda mahal,but who cares!!IT WAS DELICIOU-SOOO!!sampai rumah je trus bukak Astro Ria tengok Akademi Fantasia..they changed the concert time to hormat the Maulidur Rasul on saturday..managed to watched a few performances > Rizal,Candy and Ebi(wah...ebi dah pandai bukak mulut..hehe)...

Birthday lagi..

Again..I juz wanna wish Happy Birthday to my friends : Aini(KMNS) n Nad

(UKM)..Aiyoo..banyaknye birthday dalam 2-3 hari ni..penat den nak wish sorang2..hehe..


Sorry la Nad yer..present xde..hehe..wish aje cukup la kan..hehe..




OOps..lupe lak..I termiss nak wish kat Yam(SMKPI)..Her birthday was before Ayeshah's(19th March) but camne la leh lupe..sian kat Yam..hehe..

Happy Birthday(s)!!

Juz wanna wish my bestfriend since primary school; Ayeshah, a very Happy Birthday!!!She's going to be 21 years old today..hehe..dah dapat the kunci of kebebasan la ni ekk..xde maknenye..hahaha..I'm hoping that she will have a great life and semoga dimurahkan rezeki oleh Illahi...


I also wanna wish my fave ex-Akademi Fantasia 2 contestant ; Linda Nanuwil a very happy birthday(yesterday)..Although ur kinda like hilang,I'll be supporting u no matter what..ewahh..siap ade ucapan for her lak..heheh..

ps: eh..apehal lak 2 2 buat peace ni?hehe..